I keep it hidden
The knife in my hand
The knife in my heart
It pulls me in
Enticing me with pleasure
Enticing me with pain
It drags me along
I fight to keep my ground
I fight to surrender myself
Guilt rises from the deed
I hide the knife in my hand
I hide the knife in my heart
Why is it so?
I can’t forgive myself
I can’t forgive my deed
Save me, I cry
I can’t hide from myself
I can’t hide from you